All or Nothing

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i don’t really care if it is only a month
i don’t really care if i would have to answer millions of questions about it
i don’t really care if i would have to face snide comments about me not being able to stay long enough in it
i don’t really care what people will say

because i would rather face all that,
than to

pretend that i am okay while i am not
trust blindly while all my guts and senses say don’t
invest all the time and money for something that apparently might be worthless

and most of all,
i would rather face all that,
than to stand in the brink of rejection.

i have spent months and years trying to heal and build myself up,
so i won’t let you,
tearing it down.

not a chance.

so bring it on!
it’s all,
or nothing.

i am ready for both.

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