dear God ..

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dear God ..
i know that you love me
i know that things are happening for a reason
and i know there’s nothing i can not do with You as my strength
that’s what i’ve been trying to do
believing that all things are happening for my own good
all i need to do is to hang on
and trust everything will be alright

i know you’ve been cutting me some slack for the last few months
not letting it all fall apart at the same time
when one side is getting tough
the other side is always going smooth so i shouldn’t be bothered about that

but now ..
everything feels like falling apart at the same time
i am sooo messed up, body and soul
there are too many things to think about
too many things to handle
too many things to be taken care of
but i don’t know what to do with all this
i am afraid of what i might face
because i know i would have to face it alone
i am afraid that i will make wrong turns to get out from here
because right now,
feels like i am heading towards a downturn
and i don’t know where to go

i know
every new beginning comes from some other beginning’s end
something’s gotta end before another thing begins
i also know
when i ask for courage, You give me the opportunity to be courageous
when i ask for strength, You give me the opportunity to be strong
when i ask for patience, You give me the opportunity to be patient
so something good must be coming from all this things

but i am scared ..
just scared.

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