i know i might sound selfish
i know i might sound unreasonable
i know i might sound extremely out of context
because this thing we are doing, is actually nothing
i know ..
i am completely aware of that
do you realize how the connection breaks
everytime you did that thing that you do?
it is like everything just breaks apart
the door shuts once again
the door that is so hard to open, even for a little bit
foolish me, trying to open that door
it is not like i am going to go in anyway.